Spring equinox

I should keep an diary to express and be honest to myself somewhere in my daily life.
This way, I don't have to pretend anything. It's not that I'm hiding something from my family, especially my wife since now we have two of us to ourselves in this new house. No more does it matters what my son is spending his day, nor any other acquaintance of ours. Just two of us, and oops, our dog. It's just that you don't tell your wife, I'm concerned about your mental well being and pay attention to her telltale signs.
Another thing is that, I'm not good emotionally now, and I need to make it a habit to write in English, and do it strong. Otherwise, I may have fair chance of break down soon or later. I should keep writing during my stay at the hospital from next week, for sure.